Oh you, you lady bug...

I find it interesting how much ones world can change in the course of a year. One single year, 365 days, can make such a huge difference. This day, one year ago, I was curled up in my bed, shaking vigorously and uncontrollably when I woke up at 6 AM, and felt no urge to leave my bed. Completely overwhelmed with sadness and pain over the emotions of another that had recently surfaced and come to my attention.

But times change. Over the past year I've made some awesome new friends, and become closer to others than I was at that time. Of course, unfortunately, I've grown slightly apart from other friends as well. But I could not be happier with the friends I have now and the life I'm living. Sometimes it takes a bug to help you see those things. Many of you will have absolutely no idea what that means.

I truly wish I could be close friends with everyone. All of those friends I have on facebook, I wish I could see and talk to on a regular basis. But so many are mere acquaintances, and there isn't much I can do about that fact. So I will try my best to be friendly to as many people as I can be, and make an extra effort to be more outgoing.

But regardless, you better have an amazing birthday, or I will go over there and make you, you.